INTROSPECTIVES


A State Vulture; Introspective

A State Vulture; Introspective

She was struck by a strong pain in the middle of the dream. A hot wind was coming in through the open window. The temperature grew in the room. The pain was getting stronger. She thought that she is going to die at this very moment. The breath that she...
Break It Or Leave It, Screaming Armor Cracks; Introspective

Break It Or Leave It, Screaming Armor Cracks; Introspective

In my high tower, I was thinking behind the thick walls. What else would I think about then of freedom? About the blue, calm sea, the vastness and the world without prejudice. The thought that nobody is my companion and nobody waits for me, makes me really...
Catching The Moment in Eternity; Introspective

Catching The Moment in Eternity; Introspective

My primary state is the state of desire for self-realization. I want to think about the infinite intelligence and of the original act of creation. The first act of creation - the mind. The first condition. State of the Original sin of our ancestor. Zoroastrianism,...
Cracked Perfection; Introspective

Cracked Perfection; Introspective

Yesterday I looked at myself in the mirror and I noticed a huge crack of unequal size and of very strange shape. I thought I was injured. I'm not. I would remember that for sure. For a second I thought it was yet another illusion, but it was not. Lately,...
Demolishing The Modern Cult; Introspective

Demolishing The Modern Cult; Introspective

Again, I am doing the same thing. I am repeating mechanical actions. I repeat them mechanically. Everybody does this, why should I stand out? But there is one thing. This tiny thing… I am not just creating, I am thinking about it as well, and before c...
Dual Identity ~ Max Potential; Introspective

Dual Identity ~ Max Potential; Introspective

It looks like I am starting to be somatophobic. I don't feel my body like it is the great part of me. I am turning into the source from which I draw all the potential creative charge. I see my body through the prism of its bondage with the temporal. Whatever...
Fighting My Inner Rooster; Introspective

Fighting My Inner Rooster; Introspective

Each time I had a lover, I was a different man. One of them would wake passion for me, the second one would wake romance, the third one would wake admiration and so on. I loved passionately many times. I loved her and her, and my career and my family,...
Fighting with the Categorical Imperative; Introspective

Fighting with the Categorical Imperative; Introspective

My dear mind, a lot of things you need to tolerate and stand in your treasury of thoughts. Sometimes, I really owe you a slope and respect. You have to carry with yourself all kinds of memories, from the beautiful ones to the most damaging ones. And you...
Life Kinematics; Introspective

Life Kinematics; Introspective

The movement is the basis of the universe. One move in one single moment, everything is moving and everything is changing. Did it Heraclitus said: "Everything flows and everything changes"? And there is nothing truthful than it. In one motion it may be...
Res Cogitans; Introspective

Res Cogitans; Introspective

The dungeon is not only an enclosed room in which exist the man - the culprit. The culprit is a liar, a thief, the perpetrator of the crime. I didn’t do anything. I'm a loner. My dungeon is my harbor. Here I am hiding from the bad people. From the good p...
Symmetrical Minds; Introspective

Symmetrical Minds; Introspective

I do not know when it stopped. I don't recognize the horizon in which I was keeping my thoughts. It stopped hurting. But it started everything else. Slowly, I understood which was the place that was the starting point of contention. Solemnly, I knew nothing...
That's Me; Introspective

That's Me; Introspective

With what to compare me? With the paddle, which plunges into the depths of the sea, and then gaining traction on the surface? With crops that are lead by the wind? With a flower that stands motionless, waiting for an idle admirer? I will...
The Alchemical Transformation; Introspective

The Alchemical Transformation; Introspective

Twilight was quiet, but in my head, I am hearing again the revolutionary noise. Radical, every nerve shock at their own pace, wanting to change. The Left wants to the right and the right wants to the left. The most important are the search for quintessence...
The Beauty in the River of Olives; Introspective

The Beauty in the River of Olives; Introspective

She had one of those moments. She wanted to change. Some radical changes. I watched her transform in front of my eyes. My noble rose. She didn't have so many thorns when I met her, but she didn't have that beauty as well. She had these diversions which...
The Beauty of a Demon; Introspective

The Beauty of a Demon; Introspective

The demons are cheating us. Well, I believe they open our eyes. They are plucking us from dogmatism and try to turn us to the many layers of reality. As if they were telling us - do not limit yourself to one truth, when there are many truths in the world....
The Dark Chambers of My Mind ~ Red My Minds; Introspective

The Dark Chambers of My Mind ~ Red My Minds; Introspective

I'm standing on the roulette of life. With a smile on my face, I am holding a glass filled with cyanide in my hand. A glass half full, or half empty, it depends on your view. If someone would look at me from the side he'd thought that I am drinking some...
Untamed Temptation; Introspective

Untamed Temptation; Introspective

Every time I call memory of her I see her drowning in enormous amounts of pride. However, I still admire her. Just like the ancient Egyptians, Persians, Romans, and Greeks worshiped the Leo constellation and made God of him. Her body is like a tribal....
Venus in Blue; Introspective

Venus in Blue; Introspective

Simultaneously with the world in which do, I navigate along with others, in my soul flows another one - invisible, different from the first one. I remember the words of an Italian philosopher. He really was a peculiar stranger. He hung the dolls to trees....
We Just Need to Unscrew Ourselves; Introspective

We Just Need to Unscrew Ourselves; Introspective

All my life I worked hard for my family. I was living in a monotony of every day's life. Every morning, I would get up, drive to work, and there be working a couple of hours so I could finally get back home exhausted without the will and anything positive...

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